Its been a FEW days.

SOOOOOOO as the title says it has been a few days since i last blogged May 27th to be exact, I have just been having trouble blogging about something I mean SERIOUSLY my life really isnt all that spectacular and honestly i dont think anybody cept maybe 1 or 2 people read my random blogs about god knows what *lol* so since it has been a few days lemme back track and tell ya what i did:

Friday:

A whole lot of NOTHING just went to lunch with the hubby and the daddy and Zoie & harls and that was it.

Saturday:

Again a whole lot of nothing, I dont think i even went anywhere, it was a blah day well besides the fact that i realized i might be pregnant AGAIN.

Sunday:

OHHH what fun this day was :) woke up and ate breakfast and then went to Harl's aunts house with Zo and the gang lol & went swimming and had hotdogs and had a BLAST and got a TAD sunburnt but nothing to horribly bad.

Monday(today):

Went swimming yet again but this time it was just me and the hubby and Zo and harls and jerrad, we ate sandwiches and brownies and chilled and i got EVEN MORE SUNBURNT even though i HAD SUNSCREEN ON ... damn evil sun BUT i love you so much durning the summertime because i can swim and you get to burn me ... well i dont like the last part about you so much but whatever right ?? lol

So all in all i had a pretty eventful weekend even if it was not doing a damn thing and just relaxing with friends and family :)

So i also believe that this has been a very reasonable post for now (i mean if i continue i will just ramble) so hopefully yall liked the little insight to my weekend of NOTHING lol

Love & Hugs,

Zoie's Mommy

Can I Haz Cake ?!?!?

So since i have gotten out of the "swing" of blogging since firefox & blogspot are not getting along i am having trouble blogging or well thinking about something to blog about lol

Well i do have one thing, baking cakes, that has SERIOUSLY become my newest passion, besides my daughter and family OBVIOUSLY :) lol i have made 2 cakes & they have went over so well, even got a lot of comments on one of them on FB so that makes me happy, anyway since i cant think of anything to right about & i dont want to blab on forever about nothing i am going to end this now

Lots of Love,

Zoie's Mommy

Did somebody say CAKE ?!?!

Well, here it is, my newest hobby, apparently i am crafty at baking lol and designing but not so much with the arts and craft deal lol (jessica that is your expertise)

This is the first cake that i have made well minus the ones from the box and are single (sometimes double) layers with just one can of frosting and no decoration. LOL and it was for a friend of mines baby shower she didnt know what the sex was cause they want it to be a surpise so i just made it gender neutral & not to toot my own horn BUT i think i did a pretty damn good job if i do say so.

The top layer is strawberry and the bottom layer is just plain ole white cake it took me about 3hours *including the baking time* to do everything and decorate it, i went kinda simple because this IS my first cake after all i think the next time i will try something maybe a little harder ?? who knows lol but i think this is just another passion to be added to my list of things that i LOVE to do and that make me happy :)

Ugh.

Ok there are a couple things on my mind ....

1. Firefox is being a BITCH when it comes to blogspot & its pissing me off, i mean seriously WTF i did everything i could and it wouldnt work until i got on google chrome seriously someone tell me why that is ?? does anybody else (who has firefox) have that problem or i am just the unlucky one ?!?!?!?!?!

NOW that i got that off my chest, i dont feel ANY better but this next topic will help me....

2. My baby girl Zoie Isabella is OFFICIALLY 1 MONTH old !!!! she is growing up so fast and i finally got a picture of her holding her head up :) *insert proud mommy picture now*

Ugh i love her :) so so so sooooooooo much :)

3. Since i havent blogged in like DAYS i have missed it, it helps me get out all the things i need/want to say and sometimes to be completely and utterly random, but thats okay life is better random :)

Love♥

Things/People I Love:

Zoie
Jeremy
Daddy
Harley
Puppy's
Kittens
Hearts
Photography
Music
Reading a good book
Dancing like a crazy person in my underwear singing into my hairbrush.

Summer
Beaches
My Birthday
Spending time with my friends
Late night conversations with Ashley on AIM
Pirates of the Caribbean movies.
New Moon
Twilight
Hearing my daughter giggle
Seeing her smile in her sleep


The way she smells after a bath
Books
L.A Candy
Sweet Little Lies
House of Night series
Darkest Powers series
Laying in the grass on a summer day
Eating snocones on the hood of the car
Swimming the days away
Cooking out
Sunburns that turn into tans
Riding around with the windows down
Blaring music and singing along
Making up songs
Laughing about stuff that happened the day before
Staying up late and watching movies
Waking up next to the person I love

Blah.

Ugh I have NO idea what it is but i am feeling BLAH and TIRED, maybe its the fact that the rain makes me HELLA sleep or that i am staying up uber late (but i have done that before and not felt anything) or maybe its the combination of the twp STAYING UP LATE & RAINY WEATHER but either way it suckssss that i am so tired BUT a plus side to this blog is that i have managed to somehow post ATLEAST once a day for like a week or so :/ i am not sure since the 11th ............. so yes it would be 1 week and 2 days :) woohoo i finally havent given up mainly cause i have some people to for lack of better word inspire me to blog (Ashley, Jessica, Jenn) specially Ashley she is popping out those blogs one after another after another lol but i love reading them and they help me get my creative juices flowing .... but anyhoo now that i have blogged TWICE for today a little about how i am feeling and then a quote/picture thing i am going to get off this thing and take a nap, i am in SERIOUS need of one.

& Really, It's not being mean, it's saying what you feel.

Whats Going On In Ainslee's Life.

UGH !!! So i totally just realized that there are 22 days until i put my house on the market. It is so not cool, i love this house !! after all it was my FIRST house that i bought and paid for BY MYSELF !! BUT i look at it as a way of growing up and moving on, i know i loved this house but i am moving for my husband and a little for me i need to get out of this place.



So if anyone knows that this symbol means its for geocaching which is REALLY fun i love doing this mainly cause i am an outdoors type of person its like one of my new hobbies :) what it is is you look up cordinates on a map and then you have to find this box that is hidden and then mark your name down with the date that you found it and then put it back in the spot (more details on their site) there are MILLIONS of these things hidden all over the world !! If you love outdoor adventures i would suggest you doing this.


SOOOOO my 22nd birthday is coming up in August and of course i am going to be in North Carolina so i have NO idea what is going to happen lol and hopefully its hella fun, the only places i have had birthdays is Texas, so maybe the one out of state will be completely BADASS and also this is the first birthday i will be a mommy :) lol sheesh it still is a little surreal that i am saying that lol but i mean come on i conceived Zoie around my birthday last year lol lets hope there is not another remake of that lol as much as i love my Zoie girl she was definatly unplanned but that doesnt make me love her any less so NO ONE BETTER THINK I DONT !!!! or i will go postal :)



Well that is pretty much what all is going on for me atm I just thought i would post it for everyone to know.

Always,
Zoie's Mommy

When words leave off, music begins.

Music happens to be an art form that transcends language.

Music expresses that which cannot be said and on which it is impossible to be silent.

Music can change the world because it can change people.

Things I Strongly Dislike.

(Idea stolen from Jenn)

1. My Egg Donor (Mom)
2. People telling me how to raise MY daughter.
3. People who act like they know me.
4. When the power goes off for NO reason.
5. The "low battery warning" on my phone.
6. Not sleeping correctly.
7. People who mess with my friends/best friends
8. Books that leave off in cliff hangers and the book that follows it isnt out yet.
9. My bestfriends boyfriend who tries to control her.
10. When Facebook fucks up for no reason.

(This List will be added to whenever i feel like it.)

Why thank you dear quote. I think I just might after lunch & feeding Zoie.

♥

“I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.”

“Love is not blind; it simply enables one to see things others fail to see.”

“Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.”

“For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.”
“Love is like an earthquake-unpredictable, a little scary, but when the hard part is over you realize how lucky you truly are.”

3 Weeks Already ?!?!?

So as i sit here munching on cream cheese and chive crackers & drinking a dr pepper. (ya i know hush it) and talking to Ashley and watching Cold Case (damn i am doing a lot of stuff) i realize, MY BABY GIRL IS 3 WEEKS OLD TODAY !!!!!! holy crap where has the time gone !! i swear i just gave birth to her she isnt supposed to grow up so fast !!
On the other hand, I love my baby girl more than anything and i am so glad that she is here and in my arms i loved feeling her kick but MY GOD i am glad she is not in my belly anymore cause the first trimester all i wanted to do was sleep, second trimester i had the best energy EVER and then the third trimester i was getting cranky and irritable and all i wanted to do was sleep alllll day and then stay up all night.
So with all that being said BABY GIRL STOP GROWING SO FAST !!!!

Oh sleep, where for art thou sleep, i miss you so much and i have no idea why the EFF i am awake at 4:38am when there is no one keeping me awake !
OK i am going to try and do this one more time, sleepyland here i come.

Rasism or Standing Up For Our Country ?!?!?!

Sooooo basically i agree COMPLETELY 100% with what that says >>
I think that it is SERIOUSLY stupid that people are bitching for NO REASON i mean they bitch because the illegals are taking our money and jobs and shit like that but when it comes to doing something about it and getting our stuff back they freak the fuck out and bitch about that too !!!!
Why the fuck are people so fucking ignorant that they have to bitch about EVERYTHING i mean shit ARIZONA is the ONLY state that has enough balls to do this and stand up for their state and take what is rightfully theirs back, the rest are afriad of what the government is going to try and do or what have you, I mean hell you people are so damn fuckin afraid of what the goverement is going to do to you but get this !! if the WHOLE NATION stands up for what they believe in instead of cowering to the government then a whole lot more shit would be happening and going right for us but they dont want for fear of what they government can do, and yes they can do something to you BUT they cant do anything to a WHOLE COUNTRY that is pounding on their doors and demanding answers and shit like that i mean FUCK i was SERIOUSLY glad when i was coming home one day and saw a suburban full of ILLEGALS and their shit heading back to Mexico with ARIZONA PLATES i freakin screamed and was like WOOHOO move'em on out !!! (i am sure i scared Zoie) but i mean seriously people this isnt a fuckin RACIAL thing !! we have nothing agianst mexians who are here LEGALLY
Mexicans: a person of Mexican descent
Illegal Alien: a foreigner who has entered or resides in a country unlawfully or without the country's authorization
That tells you right there that this is NOT a racial thing you think that just because we HATE illegal aliens that we hate mexicans which by the definitions found in webster dictionary is NOT the case it just so happen that the ILLEGAL ALIENS that we are talking about happen to be of Mexican decent. I mean come on people get your fuckin heads out of your asses and wake up and pick up a dictionary some time or READ THE FUCKIN LAW yourself instead of criticize ARIZONA for standing up for themselves i say " WAY TO GO ARIZONA !!! and COME ON TEXAS AND MAKE ARIZONA'S LAW A LAW FOR US !!!!!"

Labor of Love (My Labor Story)♥

I cant believe it has been almost 3 weeks since i gave birth to this BEAUTIFUL little girl. Zoie Isabella has SERIOUSLY changed my life for the better. I never thought i was seriously ready to be a mother but she changed that though and she changed it fast. I will never forget that Night/Early Morning when she came into our (Jeremy and I's) life It was April 25th I had just gotten home from grocery shopping and i was having strong contractions but my water hadnt broke so i didnt think anything of it and they were 10-15min apart so i got home at 9:30pm and just kind of waited around around 10pm they were 10min apart I called the doctor and he told me to come in to the hospital and he would check me out and see if i was dilated anymore. We pull up to the Hospital and park the car (we brought the bag just in case lol) as soon as i get out of the car and shut the door my water breaks, I think in my head well then I guess she was giving me fair warning to get to the hospital (lol) well Jer comes around the car and sees the puddle at my feet and IMMEDIATELY starts freaking out (lol) and rushes me into the hospital where we run into my doctor and without hesitation Jeremy blurts out (in one breathe mind you) " Her water broke when we were getting out of the car so does that mean that she is going into labor" well my doctor who is still calm says well normally that is what it means lol they wheel me into my room its about 10:30ish and get me all hooked up to the machines and filled out some paperwork and all that other oh so fun stuff. Well the doctor comes in and he checks me and to ALL of our suprise i am dilated to a 3.5 !!! Well my contractions still werent to terribly unbearable so i let everyone know that i wanted to know and called my dad and update everyone and i even got on facebook!!! lol well they came in and checked me every half hour and i was seriouslllllyyyy wishing that it would hurry up i wanted my little girl in my arms so bad ! Well around 4am the pain was FINALLY unbearable so i demanded the epidural lol i got that very close to when i wouldn't have been able to (9cm) and at 4:15 they came in to check me and i was a 9 (I was totally thinking WOOHOO i am almost there) around 4:25 i was feeling a STRONG STRONG urge that i was needing to push so the doctor got into position and check me and sure enough i was a 10 !! go time !! lol so i started pushing and on April 26th 2010 at 4:31am Zoie Isabella took her first breathe in the world !!! I was crying and had to wipe my eyes so i could see her she was GORGEOUS and i cant believe that she had came out of me. They placed her on my chest and i seriously didnt want to let her go slimy or not she was here and i didnt want them to take her away not even for a second but they had to get her cleaned up and "presentable". She weigh in at 8lbs 1oz even and 19 and 3/4 inches long. Now 2 weeks and 4 days later (almost 3 weeks) i still cant believe she is finally here and i cant believe that it has been that long ago she is everything to me and what i would like to call my miracle oops baby, i wasnt expecting her but then again, when do you ever EXPECT to have a kid unless you are planning to have one? but then again you are just planning you dont expect to get pregnant. I had just turned 21 and was definitely not expecting to have a baby by the time i was 22 but I WOULDNT CHANGE IT FOR THE WORLD. She not only made my life have so much meaning but her daddy's also and her grandpa (my dad) and honestly i dont think she couldnt have come at a better time than she did.

So there you have it the story of my labor and the impact that this little 3 week old girl has had on mine and her daddy's life.

Forever Loving Her,
Zoie's Mommy

♥

STOLE FROM JENN WHO STOLE IT FROM ASHLEY
Let's start off blunt, has anyone told you they wanted to fuck you recently?
Yes last night lol

What are your views on gay people?
Whatever they want to do, its their life not mine, why should i tell them how to live their lives when i dont want people telling me how to live mine ??

Would you rather be single or in a relationship?
I would rather be in the relationship wait scratch that MARRIAGE i am in now :)

What if the last person you kissed walked out of your life?
I would be devastated

Have you ever just felt like giving up?
Yup

What matters more to you, looks, personality, or money?
Personality, looks come with the package of getting their personality

Do you look for a sense of humor or seriousness?
Both at the right times

Have you ever stayed up very late talking to the person you like[d]?
Yup :)

Were you single this Valentines Day?
NOPE

Is there anything you are holding back from telling somebody?
Yes.

Have your parents ever not approved of someone?
Yes or well my mom didnt

Who is the one person you know will always be there for you?
Daddy, Jeremy, Harley, Ashley

Do you think true love ever really dies?
NOPE

Is anything going wrong in your world right now?
Nope

Do you think the last person you kissed has feelings for you?
I know he does WE ARE MARRIED !

Are you missing anyone right now?
No

What is one thing that is sure to bring tears to your eyes?
Hmm i dont know i dont think about it tend to push it out of my head

Do you ever sleep in your clothes? Or do you sleep in pajamas?
Depends on how tired i am lol

Line from the song you are listening to?
They were all in love with dying they were drinking from a fountain that was pouring like an avalanche that was coming down the mountain ♥

Ever been called babe?
All the time

Who are you constantly with?
Jeremy, Zoie, Harley if she is in town :)

How much money did you spend today?
Um like 30??

Do you wish someone would show up at your front door right now?
Nope

If you had to dye your hair another color, what would it be?
Idk .... i am liking my color now :)

Are you excited for anything?
Moving, as it gets closer i am getting excited to move and see my friends in NC.

Sweet Little Lies♥

So um, I just got this today or well yesterday since its 4:01am (holy shit i have to go to bed) and i am on chapter 11 and lemme just say :
I WANT TO KICK MADISON'S ASS
I cant stand her and if you dont know who or what the fuck i am talking about you MOST DEFINITELY need to read this seriously just so you can understand what i am saying, but even though i said that, i am not telling you to read your just going to be out of the loop and not know what i am talking about if u dont :)

Working Out ?!?!

I dont know what has gotten into me but i have had this STRANGE obsession to work out ? I have never had that obsession before so i dont know what has gotten into me, maybe it was cause i had a kid and so i know that i have to get my body back in shape ??? who knows, all i know is its weird and i am actually kinda liking it :) (shhh dont tell my hubby)
So like every "book of life" maybe this is turning the page into a new chapter of mine. Wish my luck in this journey who knows how far i will make it lol, hopefully i dont give up after a month, that would SUCK.

Texas Sized Love,
Zoie's Mommy

Strawberries And

Bottled Water Equal


LOVE LOVE LOVE !!

#3 I am on a ROLL.

This is Zoie Isabella, born April 26th 2010 @ 4:31am.
This little girl is my LIFE ever since she game into my life that EARLY morning it has not been the same, diaper changes, poopy diapers, spit up's, crying, getting up for feedings EARLY in the morning but i WOULDNT change it for the WORLD. She has taught me the meaning of TRUE love I never thought it was possible to love someone that you never met, but in reality, i did meet her she was living INSIDE ME for 9months i felt EVERY kick EVERY jab and EVERYTIME she decided it would be cool to shove her foot into my ribs ( i love you baby girl but that shit hurt).
So therefore i did meet her but i didnt SEE her until she was born. No one (unless your another mommy) will understand my love for my daughter and my daughter will never understand the love i have for her i mean hell she is the only one that has heard what my heart sounds like from the inside and i think that is AMAZING.
I only hope that i can show my little girl the love that i NEVER felt with my mom, and hopefully i will never act like my mom did, they say that how people were raised is passed down onto their kids and their kids kids and so on, but they also say that you (the mother and father) can change the way you raise your kid, you decided on if you want to raise them the way your parents raised you. and the question i ask myself is "Do i want to raise my daughter the way my mother raised me?" and the answer... HELL NO i am ending that cycle now and it will NEVER be brought back up again.

Mommy loves you Zoie Isabella
NEVER FORGET THAT

Tons of Love,
Zoie's Mommy

Day Two, I think this is a record.

Today was an okay day, went to lunch with the hubby and bestfriend and Zoie (of course)at Panda Express and then went to target where i proceeded to buy the book "L.A Candy" and as soon as i got home i started reading it ... i swear i couldnt put it down i was obsessed and it all thanks to one of my bestfriends Ashley and her bestfriend who got me hooked by posting about it in their statuses on facebook lol :)
I am already on chapter 17 & i am debating on whether or not to read or to go to bed lol.

Anyhoo i am pretty sure that once my daughter starts doing stuff that this will soon turn into a "what my daughter did today blog" lol or something but i will try not to be so obsessive about it lol I mean afterall who wants to read a blog like that ??? ..... dont answer that lol i know that there are people that would love to read it lol :)

ANYWAY this is just a quick update so that i can say that i didnt miss a day :) and maybe this will keep me going for awhile...yall dont mind the short updates do yall ??? lol

Love & Hugs,
Zoie's Mommy

Just Starting Out. (5/11/2010)

Hey there :)
My name is Ainslee, I am a mommy to a beautiful 2week old baby girl named Zoie and wife to an AMAZING marine named Jeremy. I am 21 years old (until Aug 4th) so that means I am a SUMMER baby, I also love anything having to do with WATER I swear I am part fish. I decided to start this to see if i could actually keep up and do this thing lol & hopefully it works.
The two people that i mentioned above are my WORLD i would do anything for them, I am also a step-mommy to two little boys Cayden and Kaleb I don't see them as much but I love them as if they were my own flesh and blood.
As I have said before I am a NEW mommy so therefore I might not be able to update as much as I want to but I will try and update it a lot even post some pictures. Well this was just a short blog so yall (my readers) can get to know a little bit about me.

Sincerely,
Zoie's Mommy