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Wednesday, May 12, 2010

#3 I am on a ROLL.



This is Zoie Isabella, born April 26th 2010 @ 4:31am.
This little girl is my LIFE ever since she game into my life that EARLY morning it has not been the same, diaper changes, poopy diapers, spit up's, crying, getting up for feedings EARLY in the morning but i WOULDNT change it for the WORLD. She has taught me the meaning of TRUE love I never thought it was possible to love someone that you never met, but in reality, i did meet her she was living INSIDE ME for 9months i felt EVERY kick EVERY jab and EVERYTIME she decided it would be cool to shove her foot into my ribs ( i love you baby girl but that shit hurt).
So therefore i did meet her but i didnt SEE her until she was born. No one (unless your another mommy) will understand my love for my daughter and my daughter will never understand the love i have for her i mean hell she is the only one that has heard what my heart sounds like from the inside and i think that is AMAZING.
I only hope that i can show my little girl the love that i NEVER felt with my mom, and hopefully i will never act like my mom did, they say that how people were raised is passed down onto their kids and their kids kids and so on, but they also say that you (the mother and father) can change the way you raise your kid, you decided on if you want to raise them the way your parents raised you. and the question i ask myself is "Do i want to raise my daughter the way my mother raised me?" and the answer... HELL NO i am ending that cycle now and it will NEVER be brought back up again.

Mommy loves you Zoie Isabella
NEVER FORGET THAT

Tons of Love,
Zoie's Mommy


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