Hokay ...So.... this month and i have had this love/hate relationship going on.... and its not even over yet ... but i have to say its a fuckin sucky way to begin a month.
As some of yall know, I got pregnant and at 4weeks found out i was pregnant & then the next day lost the baby. Now i dont really know what to say about that i mean on one hand i hate it like seriously it sucks cause i didnt want to lose the kid(like anyone EVER does) but on the other hand i am kinda relieved(for lack of better word) because i know i wouldnt have been able to handle it... i just had Zo and my body was still recovering from that and I was still recovering from it... & as much as i would have loved him/her i would have not been happy. But enough about that, i cant talk about it much or i start tearing up ... NOT GOOD.
Secondly.... We were supposed to put our house on the market in 3/4 days BUT i talked to my dad into moving into my house sooo i dont have to !!! i get to keep it !!! if we ever move back to Texas, which with the hubby being a lifer and all i dont know when that will be, we will get to move back into it ... so yay but we are still going to sell our stuff because my daddy wants his stuff so whateve i am just super happy that i get to keep it, about the only stuff that we are keeping is 1 tv and our clothes and zoie's clothes and zoie's room furniture and toys and pretty much all of Zoie's stuff lol ... which i dont mind ... just means i get to go furniture shopping when we get there :)
Which brings me to the 3rd topic on this blog conversation .... MOVING !!!!! lol we start moving the 27th i say start because we are driving the 20 hours and 11 minutes and we have to get there and get set up and all this other jazz so this is a HUGE move for us lol and Zoie ... its her first of many i am sure lol... i wonder how she is going to handle being a military brat ?? lol but I am kinda excited about this move the more i think about it the more i become excited at what it holds instore for the Honeycutt family.
& lastly the most FAVORITE topic i ever talk about .... ZOIE !!!! lol this little girl brings me sooooo much joy its unreal lol on June 26th (yes the day before we move) she will be 2 months old !!! wow i cant believe how fast time has FLOWN by lol but i love it i love to see her smiling and laughing and cooing :) last night seriously made me feel soooo bad because she wouldnt go to sleep like AT ALL so finally at 5am she was laying on my chest and passed out and slept on my chest the entire morning which i LOVE but i seriously felt bad cause i didnt know what was wrong with her or if she just wanted to be by me ... which that is what EVERYONE is saying lol so i will go with that.
So with all that done flowing out of my fingertips i think i am going to end this blog, hopefully my urge to blog will come back ...I kinda miss it.
Lots of Love,
Zoie's Mommy
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